bosen

awal pulang ke pontianak rasanya sangat beda dari pas terakhir pulang, dimana masih bisa ngumpul bareng temen dan lainnya. sekarang udah gabisa karna udah sibuk sama kerjaan masing-masing. jujur aja bosen bgt disini kek tiap hari tuh kerjaan main game sama nonton film doang. tp ada senengnya juga bisa ngumoul bareng keluarga lagi yg uda lama ga ketemu, kyk ketemu sepupu sodara om dan tante. jujur kaget banget padahal cuman gapulang 2,5 tahun tp kek banyak bgt berubah sepupu udah pada gede-gede kaget. seru si tp ya gitu bosen bgt guys.

tapi tetep semangat sih, dan mudah-mudahan aja dilancarkan. 

wish me luck:)

poets

scars and roses

fools and angels

one life

three thousand steps away.

homeless thoughts

then you,

the hurting love.

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Apples contain cyanide, too much of which can kill you.

Unripe peaches can kill you as well, such as they did to King John in 1216.

Cherries are another potentially deadly fruit.

If the seed inside a cherry is damaged in any way,

even if you were to bite into it, releases prussic acid (hydrogen cyanide), 

which can result in death. 

so if yo wanna kill urself in a very slow process just eat those fruits.

road to 2022

 mudah-mudahan yaa guys, bismillah aja dulu.

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blowing up his phone i know i'm trippin' for no reason

she gon' call it crazy but i say i call it fiendin'

she don't want no other hoe's cause that lil shit too easy

know i talk a lot of shit but he know i don't mean it

this kind of silence

this wont be enough

all of our conclutions

silence pulls us further

but we both have much to say

but words are like knives

they will cut us deep

but who will survive?

we dont want to see

reconcile,

leave it all behind

tell me what you want

‘cause i wont mind

i wont mind.

this will take some time

i’m willing to compromise

put aside the pride

and put the bottle down

one word

and i will be relieved

talk back

it’s just fine with methis wont be enough

all of our conclutions

silence pulls us further

but we both have much to say