mengecewakan

suasana kantor udah ga sehat, dari fasilitas maupun dari orang-orangnya. kebanyakan caper sana-sini yang gaada benefitnya sama sekali. kalau mau cari muka jangan dikantor, namanya ngejatohin rezeki orang. udah merasa tinggi aja kelakukan kyk begitu. cihhhh

celaan

maaf ya kalo aku sering mati topik, soalnya di otakku cuman ada kamu

none

the mind

is its own place

and in itself

can make

a heaven of hell

a hell of heaven

tutorial jadi pecundang

1. males workout

2. berpikiran negatif

3. suka berbohong

4. terlalu banyak pmo

5. banyak alasan

6. kebanyakan dikasur

7. banyak main hp

jujur untuk saat ini gw lagi ditahap ini dan memang masih belum menemukan tujuan.

plis doaain gw baik-baik aja yaa:)

for you

god sent you a good guy during your healing stages 

but you thought you didn't deserve him 

because he is too nice for you 

so you pushed him away. 

but once you are healed 

you'll notice he was the only one who loved you during your hard time

but its too late.

-xoxo

silly me

 i wanna fell in love with someone but im busy with my own world

etika

kalau dijemput, pastiin lu yang nunggu bukan ditunggu.

blank

idk what to do rn, im confused.

sorry:(

it's just an ordinary day to die without you

i'm too excited

and i can't sleep

because tomorrow we're going to meet

in front of the mirror practicing my speech

oh tomorrow is going to be sweet

it's almost noon now

where are you now

(you haven't returned my calls)

am i too early or am i too late

(you haven't returned my calls)

was it something that i've said the night before

was it something that i did make you upset

i'm dying to know

all in all i'm tired

but i feel fine

can't shake this off my mind

it's just an ordinary day to die without you

brought an umbrella

it's not even raining

(you haven't returned my calls)

i think i'll go back home instead

and stay in bed for another year

took the route through the park and now there's cat poop

on my favorite new shoes

you haven't returned my calls

all in all i'm tired

but i feel fine

can't shake this off my mind

it's just an ordinary day to die without you

No More People

over under, near or far

ill be right beside you

standing here with open arms

when there are no more people

and through it all

when your tired and your stumble i will carry you

when moonlight fall 

my love will take you home

you’ll never be alone when there are no more people

there will be another days

to the way ill take you home

somewhere that you belong

when there are no more people

then through it all

when your tired and your stumble someone will carry you

when starlight fall my love will bring you home

you’ll never be alone when there are no more people

bosen

awal pulang ke pontianak rasanya sangat beda dari pas terakhir pulang, dimana masih bisa ngumpul bareng temen dan lainnya. sekarang udah gabisa karna udah sibuk sama kerjaan masing-masing. jujur aja bosen bgt disini kek tiap hari tuh kerjaan main game sama nonton film doang. tp ada senengnya juga bisa ngumoul bareng keluarga lagi yg uda lama ga ketemu, kyk ketemu sepupu sodara om dan tante. jujur kaget banget padahal cuman gapulang 2,5 tahun tp kek banyak bgt berubah sepupu udah pada gede-gede kaget. seru si tp ya gitu bosen bgt guys.

tapi tetep semangat sih, dan mudah-mudahan aja dilancarkan. 

wish me luck:)

poets

scars and roses

fools and angels

one life

three thousand steps away.

homeless thoughts

then you,

the hurting love.

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Apples contain cyanide, too much of which can kill you.

Unripe peaches can kill you as well, such as they did to King John in 1216.

Cherries are another potentially deadly fruit.

If the seed inside a cherry is damaged in any way,

even if you were to bite into it, releases prussic acid (hydrogen cyanide), 

which can result in death. 

so if yo wanna kill urself in a very slow process just eat those fruits.