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aku bebas

11 may

bawalah aku bersamamu.

dengan harapan baru.

melambung tinggi bayanganmu.

melayang-melayang.

-11

cundamani

yakin-yakina, yakin aku tenanan

sumpah ing janji, eluhku netes tenan

kurang-kurange kurangku, sepurane

cen anane ngene

titip ragaku, titip rasa tresnaku

seneng iki mung kowe sing ngerti

dadia kanca critaku sepanjang uripku

suwun ngancani, suwun sampun nyekseni

padhangi dalan sing tak liwati

cidrane ati, Gusti mpun ngrampungi

rumah impian

dan semakin terbuka celah tuk melangkah

jiwa menggelora pancarkan riuh di dada

tanam dan menuai rasa

tuk mencari arti kata rumah impian

dan jika kau temukan bintang lebih indah

berwisatalah lalu pulang padaku

dan jika kau temukan bintang lebih indah

berwisatalah lalu pulang padaku

dan jika kau dapatkan pancaran anandan

mari bergegas tuk menuju singgasana 

comme des garçons

ever since I was a jit, knew I was the shit

shorty keep wanna come 'round, she wanna get hit 

she think she the main because i keep her by my side

double-O, bust down the watch, she know that i'm timeless

i put my son in some Rick

i pull that gun off the hip

pockets hold 22 clips

i break her heart, Comme des Garçons

알고있지만

늘 두근거리는 마음이 나에겐

아직 어색하고 낯설어 잘 모르겠어요

그대 나를 안고 싶다면 그렇게 말해요

이런 복잡한 놀이로 날 흔들지 말아요

나는 매일 밤마다 네가 싫은 이유를

생각해 보다 잠이 들지만

넌 꿈속에서도 웃으며

나를 안고 어지럽게 해

너는 나쁜 사람이야

또 나쁜 사랑이야

내 맘을 다 가져가고

네 맘을 주진 않니

나쁜 사람이야

또 나쁜 사랑이야

내 맘 가지려면

그대의 마음도 줘요

꿈속에서도 웃으며

나를 안고 어지럽게 해 

keep it longer

the moon is sleeping, nobody’s watching 

i saw you breaking, and crushing this rhythm 

i’m falling for you, indeed

so baby lets run away leave your dream from your sleep

we will dancing in dark and holding hand to the beach 

and if you want to keep it longer then we keep it secret, maybe

sippin' malibu, dont ask to finish your drink 

we swimming in the sea until we forget to feel

and if you want to keep it longer then we keep it secret, maybe

summer sunshine

Making love to you is like a dream to me

Oh, having you inside me is a fantasy

I've been reaching for the stars

Trying to catch that morning sun

I long for you, my lady in the night

Side by side

I see you walk in through my eyes

Oh, will I ever be beside you?

Please, my love

'll lead you to my life

Through the finest hour of my life

(Through the finest hour of my life)

You my light guiding me

Through the darkest hour of my life

(Through the darkest hour of my life)

I'll never feel so ever

Feel so high (I feel so high)

Through the summer sunshine of our life

(Of my life)

i always love u mom

Hi Mom, I miss you. I miss you so much. I think I’ll miss you forever. You’re the love of my life, the strongest, most selfless, and loving person I know. You’re my best friend, my rock, my everything. Now you’re gone. I’m trying to be okay and move forward, but sometimes it hits me—how can I do this without you by my side? My heart hurts so much; I can’t even explain it.

But now I know you are free. You’re no longer in pain. You fought, and you won. You’re a true fighter. Thank you for everything you taught me. You are my role model, my hero, my world. Though you may be gone, your memory will live on in the love and warmth you brought to our lives. Please look after me from above, okay? 🪽 I love you so much it hurts. 

그대 내 맘에

 난 항상 그대였어요

꽃이 피고 지는 봄날에도

흐릿해진 사진을 고이 접어서

남 몰래 두었죠

난 항상 그대였어요

눈 내려오는 겨울밤에도

멀어져 간 마음을 잡고 싶어서

그 이름 불렀죠

그대가 내 맘에 들어오면

그대가 내 품에 기대주면

차가운 겨울 얼었던 이 사랑이

따스한 봄날처럼, 모두 다 녹아 버릴텐데

그렇게 날 바라보면

난 아직도 마음이 떨리죠

푸른 밤 하늘 위로 그대 얼굴을

그리고 있어요

moving on

first i think its easy to let you go

but you are just like a ghost to me 

wherever i go these voice are coming to me 

begging me to stay for a lil while

hey girl please end this pain and let me go

for a better days i swear you’ll find a better one 

but if this is not what you looking for, then come back to me

but promise this time that you’ll stay 

this is the end, its your goodbye

This is the end ,its your goodbye

apakah?

Dari begitu banyak manusia

Mengapa lagi lagi hanya dia

Malam yang hangat tapi ku terjaga

Hanyalah dia si pusat kecewa

ayo?

duhai rembulan, tahan dulu matahari datang

malamnya indah, ku tak ingin cepat berakhir sudah

tolong gemintang, senangi hati ini, jangan pulang

biar semua melihat aku kamu

kamu

wajahmu kupandang dengan gemas

mengapa air mata selalu ada di pipimu?

tuhan pun tahu, hidup ini sangat berat

tapi takdir pun tak mungkin selalu sama

cobalah tinggalkan sejenak anganmu

esok kan masih ada

nyatakan saja

Katakan Saja
Berilah sebuah pertanda bila
Bila kau menyimpan rasa yg sama
Tunjukkanlah dara, berilahku secercah harapan
Genggam tanganku bila kau mau
Pandang mataku bila kau ragu
Agar aku tau, isi di balik di hati lembutmu
Katakanlah saja janganlah kau diam bila memang cinta
Takkan pernah tau ujung di balik cerita bila kita belum mencoba
Aku ingin tahu, seberapa besar cintamu?
Teringat senyummu di kepala
Tulus dan indah, tak ada duanya
Lalu ku bertanya, bisakah kita saling mencinta?

heartbroken

another try, another go

one last kiss from her lips

another dream put to bed

after all this time

it turns out all you found

is one more love out break your heart

set it up just watch you fall apart

-demarco

about you

I know a place

It's somewhere I go when I need to remember your face

We get married in our heads

Something to do while we try to recall how we met

after heartbreak

you may not know right where you're going, but i do

and all the times you wasn't chosen, well, i'll make it up to you

all of the feelings you're not showing

when your river's overflowing

it's the truth, swear to you

and all that you are, i do

my single line of stars in noon

reflection of the very moon, i do

show my love for you

can i show my love for you?

sometimes what's the purpose to life, i sit and wonder.

i really honestly feel so lonely.

i can be around a lot of people and still feel alone .

i just wonder will anyone ever care for me like i do for them.

i don't know what i've done in life to be depressed like this.

that why i always come back to this song and listen to it to remember.

no one will love you if you don't love you.

yourself first.

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SPV ANJ****